You have been busy doing self awareness exercises. Now you have a basic guide of your being. Now is the time to study and truly know yourself.
When you know your foundation, you learn what your strengths are of what shakes them (your triggers). This will help you better understand what it is or isn't for you. It will also help you set your boundaries. Boundaries will help you protect your energy and also helps you know how to express your boundaries with others.
You are tapping into your spirit guide's messaging and awakening more and more. Keep doing the work, This work is what will truly awaken your intuition and begin a deeper walk into your journey.
Ask your guides specific questions. Before you ask, calm your thoughts and be clear in what you want to know.
Remember~ You can manifest your desires. You just have to do the work.